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Name: Tsz
Country: United States
State: New Jersey
Birthday: 1/31/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: DDR, Computers, Games, my sophisticated '03 Accord Coupe
Expertise: If I was an expert in something... why would I am in college then? =P
Occupation: Computer related
Industry: Engineering
Message: message me
Member Since:
5/19/2003
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| Backstreet Boys: Incomplete Empty spaces fill me up with holes
Distant faces with no place left to go
Without you within me I can’t find no rest
Where I’m going is anybody’s guess
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
Voices tell me I should carry on
But I am swimming in an ocean all alone
Baby, my baby
It’s written on your face
You still wonder if we made a big mistake
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
I don’t mean to drag it on, but I can’t seem to let you go
I don’t wanna make you face this world alone
I wanna let you go (alone)
I’ve tried to go on like I never knew you
I’m awake but my world is half asleep
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
But without you all I’m going to be is incomplete
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| Ha... finally got my lazy butt to moving my xanga back to the other name... enjoy!...
www.xanga.com/icewind31 | | |
| So what happened lately... umm... was bowling Friday night w/ Heng, Huseyin, Andrew, Will, Aleena, Tai, and Mei. Umm... it was alrite... but 3 hours of it starting at uhh... 11pm was a bit over kill for that time of the nite. Wished some other people would have went though. On Saturday... well... woke up pretty late... 1030am... ugh... was doing something on the computer... I think?... then went to grab food to take back to room... met up w/ Charles and Wei on the way saying that they were all going to go get food... so I brought my food back to the dining hall to eat w/ everyone. After that... everyone went their ways... Charles, Heng, Wei and I decided to actually go to Palisades Mall... yea... it was in NY... not Palisades Park(Charles and I were searching forever on Tue).... grr to whoever I heard that from >-<. They had no DDR machines there whatsoever... what a turn off... but they did have a cheesecake factory. Then stopped by Sportsworld for some DDR... then GSP to eat... stayed there til closing (9:30)... then came back. I was hungry again earlier... so I made some ramen noodles. Tried my best to have fun lately... but it was hard to since my mind seemed to want to concentrate on other things as of late  ... <sighz> | | |
| There's been a lot of stuff lately... work, people, thoughts, feelings. Some things aren't that hard to describe... like how school has been hectic because commons are here again already... and preparing a sechedule for next semester. People well... I seeing the original groupie break in front of my eyes and I've in a way developed a more coexistence with my floor mates... though it seems better this way. Though they seem like the craziest bunch of people, they are also the most down to earth and caring people. I'm actually happy I'm on this floor now unlike when I first started, I guess it just takes time to get to know where the true good people are and who are just there. Many things has also been going through my mind, my capabilities, my personality, and such... I guess I've been questioning the type of person I am. Despite all the odds that go against me and that there is of little to no obvious benefit to me, I see the being who I am also makes me feel better. I guess if nothing, that is the best benefit of all... especially knowing I'm serving myself for others for the greater good of all. I know the big guy in the sky has all our fates choosen for us... but from what I hit upon is that though our fates are chosen, the path we take to get there is still in our hands. Making the right decisions and doing for the betterment of others is more self-rewarding than being self-serving. Yea, I guess you sorta seen lately that I've also became a little more in touch with the faith. But the thing is... everyone does need a little faith, the thought that no matter how dark it might be around you that there is someone looking after you. The only thing anyone has to be afraid of is if they didn't have any faith at all, because then they would feel alone and unprotected. I believe I've finally hit the right path and though bad things have happened and some are going on, I know it'll be okay in the end because God would see me through it all. Wow, I've written 1 giant paragraph already, but since I don't know grammar anyway whatsoever, I shall continue writing in the same paragraph... (the important thing is that I've noticed it, hehe  ) Feelings are great, even though it doesn't go in the right direction, I should be happy just to be able to have those feelings. I know that I'm never alone, but I guess everyone still does feel lonely at times. I'm just glad to know that I can feel better and smile just thinking about someone. Though it seems aggrevating sometimes, in the end I was feel better. Unlike how I seem sometimes... I would never think any less of you in any way. People have asked me "why"... and I question back "why not?"... how many people out there has actually met someone that can make them happy just saying their name or have a thought of them in their mind. What drives the heart there is never a reason, but it drives harder at the sight of you. I've also said that it's not finding what you want, but wanting what you find... and I've found someone I can't settle without... but no matter what... just being able to know you is greatest thing ever... | | |
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